Sometimes it feels no one understands
i dun even noe y i do de thgs i do
when pride builds me up till i cant c myself
will u break down these walls n pull me through?
`________________________*
i reallli
reallli
staring to hate myself
okayys wadeva
i jus dun seem to be able to do thgs
dat i planned to do.
i wanted to studi geog fer the whole dae
TODAY
but i ended up studying in de morn
n playing the com
wads dis lorh?
i carn seem to control myself
my mum sis cousins all
went overseas
im sad
utterli sadd
but i carn do anythg
but to shed stupeed tears
i wan to be my old self
but i carn!
i jus carn!
wad shld i do?
with dis kind of att
i shall flunk my mye
i hate it
hate myself hate life
hate everythg
i SWEAR
i WILL
studi later at nite tiill 12
i mean studi
if i neva studi
i shall dieee
u guys out dere shall b my witness
take a knife n kill me
if i din touch my bk
hatesssss =(
It's a long long journey
till i find my way home to you;;*
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[a] 3:18 AM
ashy n me
all left alone
nobodi
jus nobodi around
de loneliness
nobodi understands
except fer de both of us
wad am i supposed to do?
to get rid of the
loneliness
around mee
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[a] 11:07 PM
hahahx.
jus realised dat all my posts like very
SAD
woops =x
din mean to actualli
hahas.
the last post
verrry depressed
but in de end i was cheered up by Ru Hua
thanxx ru-hua!!!
lurve ya.
yupps. thanx sam n shiya too
fer encouragement
hmmm.
mondae was presidential election
blah blah
[jus found out dat i spelled sook shin wrongli]
woops =x
paiseh
but i admit kayy
i voted fer chin meng
dun mean anythg
actualli it was like qte obvious dat sook shin will win lorh
den i wanted chin meng to
wrk together wiv sook shin marh
so i voted for him
hahaaa.
chin meng RAWKX
sook shinTOO
yeahhhh
PW presentation
went off wiv a success
im verrriiii
HAPPY lorh
all thanks to john
n de others too of cos
john our saviour lor
meiling forgetten her script
den john jus stepped in n helped
i was veri shocked lor
din realli expect him to do dat
hahahaaa
i like veri baddd
but realli THAnKx alot to john
u reallli helped alot k
hehehe.
todae was bad lorhh
had a bad headache
den i keep on banging my stupid head
haha
errm.
stayed back fer sewing till 5+ today
den kena said by mrs koh
shld nt hav stayed back too late
mus cherish everi sec fer mye
i regret
den after i toking to mrs koh
hp went missing
thot mandice n sam took it
den dey sae dey didnt
i din believe
so i kinda
shouted loudly at dem
temper rised lor
i din mean too
but.
soorii
REALLI sorry
sam n mandice.....
i dun even noe hw it landed in
mandice's bag
i jus hoped dat u all realli neva
lie to me.
haiix.
sorrri again
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[a] 7:55 PM
my mood now.
confused, scared, n morre confused
arghhhh
wad shld i do?!
im nw alone at hm.
all of 'em had gone to eat
n im left alone
i thot sihui was cuming online
so i din went togther wiv 'em
awww.
alone at hm.
seriousli. i admit
im scared lorh
darrk here
although lights r on.
ahhhhhhs!
i try calling ppl
but none answered
de loneliness is driving me crazy le!!!!
how
how
how
???!!!!
tinking dat hav to stae back tmr fer de presentation
i sian le larh
tmr i oso gt tuition lorh
sumore planning to studi geog tmr
where gt tym?!
my chinese tution hmwk!!
haven done a single one.
arrrgghhs.
fridae paper 1
wa lau lorh
driving me to one corner liao
all these r like filling my whole brain
am i going to shi mian later?
omg. i pray i wont lorh
life suckx
i wan to tok to sumone
nobodi
jus nobodi
including msn
oso nobodi
arrrgggghhhs
wad shld i do????!!!!!!
help help
dying soon le larh.
i wan to call 995
go hospital liao
woops =x
jkjk
STRESSSSS
pw
mid-years
tutions
ahhhhhHH!
wad if the presentation fails?
wil it be my fault?!
filess.. summary reports
do i hav the time to do 'em?
mid-yrs
do i hav to do last min studying?
i dun wan
DUN WAN!!!!!!!
i suck
suck too much
x. LIFE SUCKS .x
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[a] 8:12 PM
post post.
hahas.
okayys (x
todae is kinda a sian dae fer me
going to die soon lorh.
mi jus reached hm.
den legs are like aching like duno wad
duno y like dat
my leg like can tremble by itself de
so jus nw i was like
dragging myself hm
minutes seemed like hrs
haha.
im getting older each dae liao
lao ah ma
heehee (=
dis morning i was like helping gayle wiv de
pasting of fliers of sook chin[duno hw to spell=x]
woops.
yar. i wil vote her as president oso la
she is capable
well. den i hope chin meng gets in as vp
he oso qte gd
haha.
election nxt mon lo
so everyone shld hav a decision in mind le barh
after dat we gt lotsa lessons la
mrs koh was like rushing through history lorh
xams cumin le marh
canawt blame de
yuups
hmmm.
nxt fri is paper 1 le!!!!
omg. it's damn freaking fast lorh
y time mus fly?
y time canawt crawl?
haiix.
im crapping
dis sat
which is tmr.
gotta sit fer tuition science test
testing on light
i sure fail de lorh
haiix
i dun even understand mann
din even bring my notes along wiv me
nvm. i shall jus read my txtbk.
wait.
oh shucks!
i din bring my txtbk hm oso!
die liao die liao
haiix
fail ding le larh
aiyoh.
todae cca
oso veh sian
dunno hw long de programming wil last lor
the ex president everytime cum n check on us de
aiyohs
den gt 1 tym i was like
chatting on msn
den he walked past
haiis.
he kip saeing aiyoh
but luckily i do liao
although i noe it's wrong la
bart at least i made an effort to do
hehe/
diao....
okies.
end my crap here liao
shld find somethg to fill up my empty stomach
hehe =x
buaiiex-//*
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[a] 7:44 PM
weeellll.
sry for my lag-ness againn
i jus cant find de time to actualli cum online
everdayy.
weell oh wellllss.
so damn bz wiv pw
nxt wk mus present le lorrh.
i jus tinking will our grp actualli
jus cooperate.
jus do it well fer nxt wk
jus nxt wk lorrs.
well ppl i dun mean anythg.
i jus wanna sae.
john, meiling, sihui
jiayouus k
mus do well fer presentation worr.
wei le our grp de mrks
jiayouu jaiyouu
do ur scripts well
dats all we can do at de moment.
hahas.
dunno y
gt stresed up bout pw
fer no particular reason
hahahahahs
okayys. nt funny lorh
diaooo =x
okayys larh
jus a matter of 2wks or soo
mid years are here lerhhh!!
so damn freakin fast lorhh
im jus too stressed at de moment
soo afraid dat i jus cant cope wiv de
7 subjuects
haiis. im jus trying my best
tryyin my best to studi as much as i can
beforehand
i mean before de xams
but it jus seems so
so impossible lorh
where can?
gt pw to do.
gt tuition wrk
gt wadeva thgy
my plan shucks lorh
jus carn seem to wrk at all
maybe i shall tear it n throw away
it's jus plain rubbish mann
into the dustbin yew goooooo
awww.
pao tang lerrhh
everythg jus seems nt goin rite at dis moment
i wan to do well lorh
but i dun seem to hav de time
haiis.
am i going to disappoint ppl again
???
ami i?
i dunno
argggh. wadeva....
suan le.
end here liao.
x. life jus suckx totalli .x
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[a] 6:26 PM
hai de si nian mian yan bu jue
zhong yu he tian zai di ping xian jiao hui
ai ru guo zou de gou yuan
ying gai ye hui gen xing fu xiang jian
`_____________________________*
cheng nuo chang chang hen xiang hu die
mei li de fei
pan xuan ran hou bu jian
dan wo xiang xin ni gei wo de shi yian
jiu xiang yi ding hui lai de chun tian
`_____________________________*
wo shi zhong dai zhe ni ai de wei xiao
yi lu shang xun zhao wo yi shi de mei hao
bu xiao xin dang lei hua guo jui jiao
jiu yong ni wo guo de shou mo diao
zai duo de feng jing ye cong bu ting kao
yi lu shang xun zhao wo yi shi de mei hao
you de ren shuo bu qing na li hao
dan jiu shi shui dou ti dai bu liao
`_____________________________*
zai zui kai shi de na yi miao
you xie shi zao yi jing zhu ding yao dao lao
sui ran ming yun ai kai wan xiao
zhen xin hui he zhen xin yu dao
-zhi yao xiang xin . qi dai jiu hui cheng zhen;*
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[a] 5:19 PM
heyheyx.
sry fer da previous post
it's realli jus to fa xie.
dun care bout it.
i've chosen to put dem all back
so dere's no point
no point toking bout it again.
aniwae.
heee x)
smiling alwaess.
haha-//*
dats wad every1 shld do
yeahx.
currentli listening to
canon in d
composed by mozart
issit?
im not sure =x
heh heh
but im in lurrve wiv dis music
soo soothing.
like makes me feel
happie
haha... dats the right word
smiless=)
can feel da peace ard me
wowww.
feeel so much beta le
heee (x
hmmmm.
todae was nawt a gd dae fer me
cca was badd lorrh
ex vp came back
den all of us were slacking
while learning sum programming
den he scolded us like dunno wad
all vulgarities came out frm his mouth
i noe it's for our own gd
but maybe he went abit overboard
but aniwaes
eunice n me kinda started wrking hard le
yeah.
sae buh bye to slacking
haiix
muz promise the seniors nt to slack le
wrk hard.
kayys. sae till here
buaiiex
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[a] 11:30 AM
sry ppl
fer nawt updating fer soo long
sorrriieesss
thanx fEr tagging aniwae yeah?
smiles =))
`______________________________________*
wad will yew do
if x ask u nawt to tell y wad happen
n u end up telling lies to y
dat makes yew feel soo guilty
but u hav no intentions to lie
n even wanted to tell da truth
but if u tell da truth
u will hurt x in de end
wad will yew do
wad will yew do
maybe i seriousli nid advice
haiix-//*
weelll.
seriousli i tink sum ppl r jus
so unfair
i noe the person
was once very AP
bart cant ppl jus giv her a
chance
a chance
to change fer da beta
a chance to be a beta person in life
everyone deserves a chance
ppl do make mistakes rite?
rao shu
dats the main thg
haiix-//*
i sound so pessimistic
hope u guys dun get the wrong idea of wad im saying
or maybe u all dun understand
but im kinda fa xie
so sorry =)
end here liao.
nxt time post longer
buaieex-//*
`______________________________________*
zhi yao xiang xin . qi dai jiu hui cheng zhen
i beliEve...
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[a] 9:13 PM
heeeyyooo.
todae is april's fool dae!!!
woots. so far i onli tricked peishan
hohoho. unexpected dat she wil believe me leh
after sch marrh. den i sae
"eh! peishan. u neva zip ur bag lehh!"
den she look behind at her bag
i shouted april fool
woopx.
den she wanted to beat me liao
wahhh. run ar!!!
hehee. but she in de end neva chase larr
hee hee x))
bluffed one person
so happie.
den todae the teachers kena being
eerrrm
how shld i sae
tricked or zheng by us.
starting was ms sangeeta.
actualli we wana change class wiv 2c de
but in de end duno y neva
so gayle presented her
wonderful acting skills.
i oso bei pian lorr
wa lau.
she was like crying in front of ms sangeeta
den i was wondering
huh? wad happen?
den she suddenli sit up n...
laugh til siao
cheh...bluff ppl de
her tears is eyedrops de lorr
ed jiu shi ed
i oso bei pian
den ms sangeeta was like
lame diao?
hahaha. but ish realli veri funnie
den nxt is mrmok
hohoho.
we close all the windows n lock de doors
den mrmok arrived
wifout being able to get into the class
we were laughing until
wa liu... stomach pain
den in de end.. we open de door lor
den at dat time
gt annoucement
sae dat all classes muz get back to their own class
n no more of changing of classes
da whole class went bursting off
laughing
hahaha.
den we saw alot of ppl walk pass the corridor
going back to their own class
whoa! pro man...
den mrs koh
was onli de singing of jingle bells
diao-ded
n ended off wiv merry christmas mrs koh!
she was lamed...
yarr. funnie
den nxt is chinese.
well. we turn our chairs n tables
to face the back of the class.
den in de end i ended up sitting in front
n wang lao shi hav to go to the back of the class n teach
hahaha.
qte fun actuali
finalli gt the chance to sit in front.
yupp. but very wad lehh
cannot slack
dats de bad thg
wahh. post chao long
hee hee x)) sowies
hmmm. end here.
hope u guys get to bluff ppl too!
happi april fool dae worr^^
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