had chinese olvl today.
what can i say?
i screwed it up.
the paper one topics just made me stare into space.
and paper two,im just speechless.
evryone finds the paper managable,or rather easy?
but i seriously find it difficult,and think tat it's a little impossible to get an a1.
i just cant seem to concentrate throughout the whole exam.
was i thinking abt sum other stuff? or rather,im just plain lazy?
i really do not know=/

had a haircut today after going out with sheryl and siewting.
we managed to get a birthday present for sheryl in the end,after a long and tiring walk round bugis street and bugis junction itself.
oh yah.back to the topic,my hair.
it's awful,seriously ur-hums,jian bu de ren.
i thought it was alright at first.
but after a bath,i realised tat i was wrong.
my hair is in a mess.TOTAL mess.
short,layered(i wld say very layered) and MESSY.
whatever.why do i always get a bad haircut every year?
as in this seems to be a yearly routine for me.
and i swear tat i wun let anyone see myself letting down my hair.
that's a NO.i look d i s g u s t i n g.
oh well.i must look at the positive side of life.
my hair is gonna grow.yup.it DEFINITELY going to.
i cant bear to look into the mirror rite now.
seriously hoping that evrythg that's happening now,is just a dream.
but well,im afraid that's nearly impossible huh.
gansherli,please accept the fact.
your hair sucks totally..=/
HAH.anyway im kind of looking forward to the next few days of our holidays.
will be accompanying two shorties =X to go to kbox tmr!(:
and yup.movie marathon at mryeow's hse on weds (x
and..bio lessons on thurs.hah.nice one.
but well,there's still 12,i mean TWELVE zuowens waiting to be done.
the school's mad.
shall end here.im off to watch weixiao pasta(:
seeyah.

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[a] 5:46 AM

im sorry if my previous post contains some biasness towards him.
but as a friend,i really do hope that thgs can turn out well for him.
yups.really no offence to anyone in 3h(:

the previous post was seriously an emotional one.
too many things were occupying my mind at tat time,that it made me type in such a manner.
well,i have sumhow thought things over.
and apparently,i should feel really blessed and satisfied with wat i have now.
it's going to be 'leaving' in a weeks time,which is what i really dread abt.
but looking at the brighter side of it,it's going to be back in a year's time.
a year seems long and i really cant predict how life would be like for me.
but im sure that everything will be back to place agn after that.
just hoping that things will turn out well somehow..

the olvls are in about 7 days time.
just a note to you guys out there-
rmb to take good care of yourselves yah?
it's definitely not worth to fall sick at this time.
all the best and JIAYOUS((:

sorry if i created sum confusion in you guys from wat ive typed above.
shall type a longer post the next time.yup(:

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[a] 3:47 AM

i've got mixed feelings about what has been going on with my life recently.
but seriously,your tears and sorrows are definitely not gonna change a single thing.
i must admit that accepting reality is easier said than done.
though im not a christian,but i do hope that God can really grant me the strength to overcome the current situation.
as for the chinese olvl paper that is coming in a week's time,i do hope that You can grant everyone,esp the people in 3h,the wisdom to do well.
i would like to see us staying as a class again next year.
so people,let's work hard and strive tgt yah?
it would be the last paper for the year,and also the most important one.
do remember to give your best and yup.the 3h's spirit will always be there(:

i was blogsurfing some hours before this and, it happened that i found a post in 3h's blog.
i must say that i really agree to the words that she had said.
To me, I think it's because they don't interact with them, and thus don't know and don't see who they really are. In this world, everyone WOULDN'T like everyone.
i personally think that what she has said was very true.
not everyone is that 'open-hearted' to like everyone that he or she face in life.
but i believe that if one is willing to interact and communicate with the person that he or she is against with,things are most likely gonna change for the better.
a great example would be the class' relationship with the chinese scholars.
we used to be against them and would always talk bad about them.
but the changing of seating arrangement has clearly shown the change in our relationship.
we have learnt to accept one another.
it's all a matter of the willingness to interact with one another.
i guess you guys will know what im talking about.
i mean,please try putting yourself in his shoes.
how would you actually feel if you're being left out by evryone in the class?
you may choose to think that it was his decision to stay away from the class.
but again,that's what you think.
you're not aware of what was going on in his mind at that moment of time.
please dun think that im biased as im his friend.
i have to admit that he is harsh with his words at times.
but think it in another way,would you guys accept him if he had not said those words?
you may say yes,but it may not be what he has been thinking all along.
i guess we really have to sit down and talk things out tgt.
only then will the problem be solved.
and only then, we'll finally be tgt as a class,and not leaving anyone out.
yup.im not sure if everyone will agree to what ive said.
im not sure if anyone wld start hating me for posting my views.
but i do hope that you guys can really remove the hatred and instead, looking at things in another point of view yah?
it's definitely easier to accept than to hate someone.

lastly i would like to wish the secfours good luck for the coming olvls.
today's your last day in ahs.
be it the president and vice-president of the student council who have contributed much to the school, or the secfour seniors in our cca, thanks for what you have done for us(:
esp the sec four seniors in [ac]2.
a big THANKYOU to you guys.
you've been a great batch of seniors(:
jiayous and all the best in yah future endeavours.

thanks to God
thanks to God for all your blessings
thanks for all that you provide
thanks for times now but a memory
thanks for being by our side
thanks for pleasant thoughts of school life
thanks for every happy day
thanks for students and all teachers
thanks for showing us your way

thanks for prayers that you have answered
thanks for what you may deny
thanks for storms that we have weathered
thanks for what you do supply
thanks for friends and thanks for laughter
thanks for comfort in despair
thanks for grace that none can measure
thanks for love beyond compare

thanks for roses by the wayside
thanks for thorns their stems contain
thanks for home and thanks for parents
thanks for daily sun and rain
thanks for joy and thanks for sorrow
thanks for everybody here
thanks for hope today tomorrow
thanks for our heritage

Father And Mother I Love You
i truly mean what i say.

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[a] 4:45 AM

some things just dun turn out to be they way you want them to be.
unexpected and unpredictable.
never in my life did i expect things to turn out this way.
never did i expect such a major change to take place in my life.
and now.i guess accepting reality is the only route left.
and NOTHING else.

sigghhhs.im seriously not in the mood to type anything at the moment.
there are just too many things going on in my head and i just cant refrain myself from all the pessimistic thoughts.
worries abt my results.worries abt my own life.
this sucks totally =/
it is now then i realised the importance of keeping yourself occupied with books and studying.
as tats the only period when you wun think abt other stuff tat you know,are gonna bother you VERY much.
but i guess ppl wld think tat im mad if i start studying now?
well.tat does not seem to link sumhow.
this post is just a crappy one,and is definitely not making any sense.
no one wld acty understand wat the hell am i talking abt.

a chance to vent my frustration bah,i guess.
im sorry if i make you guys confused..
im just FREAKIN ughh.speechlees.
whatever! free my mind,can i?

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[a] 7:26 AM

heyys.im here to keep my blog alive(x
have been mugging really hard for the exams for the past few weeks.
and im finally here to declare tat..
THE EXMAS ARE OFFICALLY OVER :D
yay! and tat gives me the reason to slack for the next few days,before i acty start working for the cuming olvl chinese ppr.
30 oct 2006,if im not mistaken.scary huh..
brief remarks abt the exams..
well,it was way too HORRIBLE.
could somehow sense tat evryone was extremely stressed abt the idea of the bridging programme.
and coming to think tat ive got absolutely zero confidence on all the subjects...
haiix.i seriously dun expect much,but just hoping tat my results dun go way down my expectations :(
will my hard work go down the drain?
or am i not working hard enough?
sighhs.i just cant help thinking.

anyway,today was kind of a loong day for me.
finished our last ppr at ard 10plus, before we were dismissed.
so siewting and i set off to junction8 to have a look out(:
it was our first time there.and seriously,i was expecting more than wat i actually saw.
the place looked old and well,there arent many shops.
the whole place just didnt seem to attract me.
so,we went to marina sq to kill our time,before going to marina bay for the class steamboat.
we decided to catch a movie at 1450, which was kind of a last minute decison.
BAO BEI JI HUA .. the ROB-B-HOOD(:
it was a great show!
and yup.im starting to fa hua-chi again.
gutianle is freakin shuai(x
i din expect the movie to turn out tat interesting and touching actually.
to be honest,i was laughing my ass out throughout the whole movie.
there were also some touching scenes which drove me to tears.
that was one of the many movies which gave me a real deep impression.
it's worth my 7bucks(:
im encouraging you guys to catch this great movie yah?
actually,frankly speaking,i dun mind watch it another time.lols:D

the steamboat after that was FUN.
although i din really liked the service there, as there was no water provided.
and they actually sold one canned drink for $1.80?!
tats like damn expensive can?
but overall, i din eat much,as i wasnt in the mood to do so,due to sum other stuff.
furthermore,the food isnt exactly tat nice.
i sound picky=/
but i think mryeow was kind of surprised when he saw chuanyun coming out with a birthday cake in her hands yah?
and the whole class started singing a birthday song,as the candle glowed.
awwww.it was a rather touching scene(:
took sum class photos after tat which i think,will be posted on the class blog tmr.
oh well.im feeling tired after a whole day outside.
to end off my post,i just wanna say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRYEOW
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA
and to mryeow,i just want to say tat..
im not sure what would it be like if i chose to stay in 3L from the beggining.
but as for now,ive got absolutely no regrets coming to 3H.
yup.thanks for the encouraging note tat you gave to evryone before the exams.
and great thanks for wat you have done for the class.
YOU ROCK:D
happy marking our pprs :/
and please, dun eat peanut butter.LOL xD

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[a] 7:56 AM