whoa its been approximately 2 months since i last blogged=/
hmm i was intending to leave this blog stagnant and let it rot or something..
but,boredom has left me with no choice but to bring this dead blog back to life again.
lolls.never had i thought that the sch wld allow us to have a one day break after the prelims..
WHILE the teachers are probably busy marking our scripts.
ehh nope,not probably.they must be.
hmm what can i say? i bet they'll puke or sumthg?

this prelim,maybe to me specifically,was kinda..screwed.
yah.honestly speaking,i dread facing the results.
its not tat im being pessimistic or whatever.but my intuition jus sumhow tells me tat its not gonna turn out well..
i mean,i was the one who sat for the ppr.
and i can roughly gauge the kind of marks tat im gonna get,and how well i fare..
yahh.and things are definitely not turning out as well as before (compared to the mye).
the temporary happiness is not gonna last.
3 days are jus gonna pass by and i guess its really time to face reality.
to be honest,i really worked doubly hard for my prelims as compared to the previous time.
and if...the results are not gonna pay off,i wonder wat will happen=/
i know its dumb,useless and mayb,embarrassing to cry over the results.
for wats done,cant be undone.
but sumtimes,tears jus come flowing down.and its really beyond your control.
disappointment? yup,thats the word.

hahh.my life jus seems to revolve around results..
kinda pathetic.and well,its been a long while since ive last given myself a break.
not even a chance to sit on the sofa and enjoy a tv programme..-.-
yeahh,its just all about books,textbooks and more booksss
how nice.

sumtimes,its just difficult to prioritise my time.
giving urself a break,or continuing with the mugging process?
and guilt always happens to leave me with the second option=/
that's MY life.
perhaps for now,i guess.

NOV13/ things will be different.

BREAK FREE;
[a] 7:07 PM