i must voice out something which has been supressed deep within for a looooooooooooongg time...
JC LIFE IS NO DOUBT, THE WORST PERIOD OF MY LIFE.at least for now.
jc2 was much worse that what it has been during jc1.
more work,higher expectations from everyone,lectures going at a speed of light,tests going on like nobody's business,fatigue that im experiencing everyday,dragging my feet home after school,dreading the start of a new day,worrying much more about my grades (will i fail gp again?),cca tats driving me nuts sometimes (esp with the kind of teachers we have)..and needless to say,the list will go on.
not shorter but definitely LONGERR.
thousand times longer.
well,maybe it's the wrong decision that ive made to enter mj.
to opt for 4h2 and the workload's just..humongous.
but there's no point regretting?
i cant turn back time. and even if i had the chance to,i think i'll choose the current jc,4h2 route.
so wat for complain? why am i grumbling so much?
grrrrrrrrrr.this is such a big big big irony.
whateverim just totally not enjoying this tiring process at all..
maybe it'll pay off when the results are out next year.
and i really wonder,
how will i be feeling then?relieved?happy?or jus..the 'oh so it's over' feeling.
LOL i cant imagine.
oh well,why am i sounding so sarcastic-.-
hmm though 08s103 is definitely much more bonded than 4h.
but i still miss mandice,pris,qin,siewting,sheryl..all the piggies dearly.
at least they were the ones who kept me going.
they were the ones who made me look forward to a new day.
i'll never forget the kind of encouragement tat they have provided me with.
passing notes over to stop my tears.
but you guys never knew that tears continued flowing even more as im really touched and blessed to have such a great bunch of friends by my side..
this
real friendship, i swear that i'll cherish it till the end of my life.
as for now,i dread going to school each day
cos the feeling's just so different now.
there's no motivation,nothing that im looking foward in school.
there's only me convincing myself that,
today will be a better day..i hope.从没想过事情会这样发生
原本陌生的人闯进了人生
从此生命中多出你们也多出无限可能
一起作伴 一起游玩 一起分享青春的宝藏
一起前进 一起转弯 一起想下一个梦想
感谢你们愿意陪伴我 不然我将会多么寂寞
不然如何能把泪水 变成回忆的彩虹
♥
BREAK FREE;
[a] 7:39 PM
