HEYHEYS
i love FRIDAYS!<3
cos its the only day when i declare myself free frm textbooks.
wahahah(:
altho tired,yet feeling extremely relaxed and happy.
semms tat posting has already turned out to be a weekly routine for me.
reflections abt wat has happened for the whole week.
oh wells.there had been ups n downs.
studying n studying for the tests.
it has been qte a relaxing week actually.
visited tm twice tis week.tats sorta rare.
i think my memory is getting frm bad to worse tis few days.
hah.cos i cant exactly rmb wat actually happened for the past few days le.
so hmm.wat happened to today..
nth special actually.just felt really tired n sleepy when lessons started.
first period-english.
it was boring as usual.i nearly doze off while watching the movie.
my mind was in a total blank.n i didnt noe wat was i watching.
i think sng nearly caught me.
i remembered she staring at me.
or mayb i was dreaming?hah.
second period-physics.
hmm.surprisingly,i slept throughout the whole lesson.
n yup.i was again,caught by mrchen.
my place is like so dangerous now.
second row.hah.nice one..
followed by double period of chinese.
had to do zuo wen AGAIN.
i haven finshed my gong han(:
lazy to write n spent my whole tym gossiping with pris,qin n mandice.
oh wells.followed by the freakin maths test.
damn difficult la.i din manage to finish it.
i suck at triangles=/
anyway,cca was fun today.
get to touch n meddle with the video camera.
and we went ard capturing the stjohns,ncc and gb.
so fun!(x
i like the teacher.he's nice n hmm.spastic?
lol.n he laugh at our dumbness.
im lost for words all of a sudden.
my hse is sorta noisy now.
with my ahma's nagging n the tv turned on in an extremely loud volume.
hah.mayb i shld be off to sleep now.
my eyes are closing-.-
buhbyes-

BREAK FREE;
[a] 10:35 PM

one musnt be reminded of the past,
but shld be going on with life,
by staying strong and
having the faith/

ohwells.i shant be posting abt sum depressing stuffs tat has been happening to me for the past few days.
hah.trying very hard to stay happy.
keeping tat one and only SMILE(:
anyway.it was AHS 5oth founder's day ytd.
happy birthday anglican high!(x
the one and only sch which brought me fond memories.
i love the finale.the poppers!
hahah.nice performance.yupyup.
went to watch pirates of the caribbean2 with eunice,sihui,jieting and xiuhui after tat.
so fun(: the show was nice altho the ending was kinda weird.
still rmb jieting n i were like holding our bladders throughout the whole 2.5 hrs.
very xinku.but we din wanna miss the nice parts ya?
and furthermore,we cant find the exits.
LOL.and the credits was real long.
and wat we saw was jus the dog biting on a bone?
i was like wth la.sacrificing my bladder just for tat damn scene?
evryone went walau after tat.hah.expected..
went to take neos after tat(:
the machine was real cool.but we din noe how to use it.
but it turned out nice.
2beeohfive FOREVER^^
pirates of the carribbean rocks.
hahah.duno wat to type le.
anyway.i came across tis meaningful quote while decorating the notice board.
dun lower expectations to meet ur performance,
but raise you performance to meet ur expectations.
some thgs are easier said than done.
tats all i can say.

the reason why i chose not to reply was because i din wan my mood to be spoiled further,by you not replying.and you really did.
maybe it's fated?hah.idunno.
im not giving a damn anymore.

BREAK FREE;
[a] 7:33 PM

all so complicated inside.
and unable to express it to anyone.
tearing dosent help.
studying doesnt help to hide my feelings.
being isloated in the room also doesnt.
im really lost at wat to do.
i dun wan to be reminded of tat scenerio.
i wish i could take away the hatred.
but it isnt as simple.
how am i supposed to treat you like before?
im LOST.
i jus wanna be numb.
i dun wanna THINK.
this is really freakin me out.

-if only the door was locked.


BREAK FREE;
[a] 5:06 AM

many thing happened tis week tat made me real tired of sch life.
the mt olvl oral turned out to be a disaster for me.
i screwed it up.YUP.
i read the passage wrongly.n seriously,the words aren't difficult.
it's jus tat im too nervous.n it really did spoil evrythg.
ohyah.n the teacher's phone vibrated when i was talking.
im like wth?arent u supposed to switch off ya phone?
great manners huh.
but the topic sucks.i talked abt thgs tat were totally irrelevant.
hah.outta topic is sure to make me lose marks.
ohyah.we're down with so many freakin TESTS next week.
got lots to study?so yup.cant really update tat often le.
im gonna spend my tym doing thgs tat r of benifits to me((:
hmm.AND tat does not include spending tym on the com.
duhhh.lol.
mandice asked me a question tis morn in sch.
n i was like kinda stunned at the weird question.
she asked," eh sherli.y u suddenly so hardworking?keep on studying..like become shen jing bing already"
at first i tot it was meant to be a joke or sumthg.
but thinking it thru,i realised tat im indeed turning a lil crazy.
im aware of tat.but tis studying mood came rite after the mye.
it jus came all of a sudden.
okay mandice.u really made me realise tat im turning crazy grdually hur?
lols.but i jus hope tat tis feeling is not gonna make me break dwn sum day=/
hah.okayy.im off to study for physics now.
MUGGIN hard((:
BYE(x

-faithwithin YOU

BREAK FREE;
[a] 10:03 PM

ive lost interest in blogging recently :(
too many hmwrk n too little time.
hah.so many many tests going on.
im sick of school.i hate secthree!
so tiring to look at books.
but im happy to say tat im finally done with my english presntation((:
english is finally a relaxed period for me.
listening to ppl presenting may be a little boring.
but..i found out tat there are really talents in our class hur.
example* LUHUAN!
i really enjoyed her speech very much.
entertaining n interesting.
others were all not bad also ya?
3h did well(x
hmmms.altho i din really like the cs copying n paste frm the internet.
hehh.im bad=X
but tis presentation activity made me real interested in reading now.
try reading catherine lim's book.yup.
tats my aim for now.
cos i hav difficulty understanding chim bks hur.
like pride n prejudice=/
took me 5mins to actually understand one paragraph.
im lousy.unlike FOOSIEWTING>.<
she actually put a dictionary beside her while reading.
((: u pro.

anyway.today was a terrible day.
i was suffering frm freakin gastric since first recess.
and yup.great thanks to siewting!
cos she bought me HL milk without the straw-.-
then we had to walked all the way the canteen again jus to get a STRAW.
ohh mann.i jus realised dat i din returned her te 80cents=x
chinese test was rather alrite bah(:
cos we had a total of 2hrs to write one du hou gan.
hehhh.sufficient time to fa hui my inspiration.
but i wrote crap.lols.
school was supposed to end at 12 today.
as teachers hav to go for some exhibition stuffs.
BUT.we had to go to the chem lab for pratical AND chem test.
imagine ppl walking out of classrooms with their bags.
and we walking to the chem lab with our pencil cases n calculator.
WONDERFUL.mrslam **** lorh=x
chem test was alrite also.
there was sum copying here and there in the class i think.
frm all the discussions n sounds ive heard.
but evrythg ended finally at 1.40
finished maths n yup.
i found out tat i really sucked at congruency n similarity.
FREAK.hah.shall stop here.
buhbyes(:

BREAK FREE;
[a] 11:02 PM