2006年的最后一日

十字路口有着直接的交会,直截了当.
若凡是都是如此,是不是会省去了许许多多的思想?
还是,应该是那种平衡线的神秘以及期待感所带来的美丽,让生命更丰富?
-'summarised' frm yalun's blog(:

面对2007年的来临,坦诚的说,我百感交集.
这是我生平第一次,如此的憎恨 如此的抗拒跨入新的一年.
根据以往的经验,我都是以一种非常期待,非常兴奋的心情面对着新的一年所带来的挑战.
但如今,心理头的感触却正好相反.
心中有着七分的担忧与害怕,以及剩下三分的恐惧.
为何心中会有着这种既莫名其妙又复杂的感触呢?
我知道,甚至了解..自己并不需要任何的解释.
在我内心深处,我了解自己真正想要的是什么,追求的是什么,厌恶的是什么,害怕的是什么.
但毕竟我已失去了选择的权利..
我多么希望自己能够拥有让时间暂停或倒流的威力,让我回到从前的那个我,思想单纯的我.
但我学会了一点..
与其让自己的思绪与脚步停留在这一刻,不如拿出真正的勇气与毅力来面对新的挑战.
不断的回忆起伤心的往事,使自己在原地上踏步..
这不单只是害到了自己..甚至使你在不知不觉的情况下深深的伤害到了身旁的人.

正如炎亚纶所说的,或许是因为平衡线所带来的期待感,让人的生命更加丰富..
倘若生命真如十字路口般的了当,直接..
那么,我们又能够学到了什么?我们又如何能理解自己存在的价值呢?
我认为,人必须通过种种的考验以及挑战,才能从中而学会到了做人的原则与生存的意义. 不是吗?
当然,说的比做的还来得简单,容易多了.
但我已选择了相信自己...
相信自己能以一个乐观的心态,排除心中种种的担忧,面对新的一年所带来的新的挑战.
即使心中有再大的不舍,我也仍然勇敢坚强的坚持下去(:

2007年O水准! 我如今向你提出挑战!
我即将设定你为目标!
为了我未来的生活与事业着想,我决定要拿出自己最大的勇气来,将你彻底的打败.

我知道,心中最大的敌人,并不是任何的生外之物,更不是身边的任何人...而是远在天边.近在眼前的自己.
所以,唯有打败自己心中悲观的想法,才能够使问题有个圆满的解决.

在此,我深切的希望,大家能够以一丝灿烂的笑容,迎接这新的一年.
新的一年代表着新的开始..
排除内心所又不愉快的事,只留下那些美好与有价值的回忆..是我们大家都得做到的.
凡是都要往好的方面去想,不是吗?

面对着新的一年,新的挑战,新的环境
我充满着期待...

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[a] 6:15 PM

heys(:
i can finally type in chinese!all thanks to siewting...siewting's com.(not her)
yay! 符秀婷爱颜雪丽(:
你知道吗？我们之间真的有一种非常邪的默契。
唱歌的怪方式都是一模一样。实在令人感到厌烦啊。
唉..我打字的速度实在是太慢了。我都快被我的速度气得快疯掉了。
我不想再继续写下去了..
因为秀婷家的互联网真是烂啊。我真怕这辛辛苦苦打出来的字会凭空消失.
就此搁笔吧^^
<3 吴尊（秀婷也是啦）
=DD

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[a] 11:13 PM

great.im finally bringing myself to blog(:
but ive got nothing in mind right now, which kinda contradicts my purpose up here.
seriously,ive been lacking the inspiration to blog all these while..and it therefore explains why my posts are shrinking in length=/
wellll,2006 is coming to an end soon.and yup ive promised siewting to type a looonng post tat focuses on the topic-- reflections and resolutions.
i guess it'll only be up on the 31st of dec,the day when people gather themselves tgt and welcome the upcoming new year.(with fireworks display,i guess?)
errm tat sentence dun seem to link-.-

you know what?
ive got this sudden urge to type a post in chinese.
somehow,i think im stronger in tat language and wld most probably be able to express myself in a better way.
but sadly,i cant seem to locate any damn chinese software or even a language bar in my com.
rarrr.i must be influenced by siewting and our conversation abt yalun(x
he's got fantastic writing skills and types real meaningful stuff tat moves me.
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/arronbubest
have a look yah.
moreover,he's got an attractive outlook((:
which equates to GOOD-looking(shuai) :D

anyway,we made a trip to kinokuniya today.
and and and.
i saw hua yang shao nian shao nv's novel!
but with the state im in now,im obviously unable to afford the 15bucks:(
guess what?im like offically BROKE now.
and i want the novel badly.as in yahh.realllllllll badly.
oh well.gansherli's just being desperate right now..=/

*scrolls up and look*
omg.why have i typed so much crap?
ohwell.if you appear to be reading this stupid post,bear with wats going thru my mind yah?
cos my brain's ain't working well.
anyway, bless those victims in taiwan.
although they're not gonna see this,but i sincerely hope that they'll be able to pull thru this fateful disaster and move on with life(:
you may have lost your loved ones.
but think it in another way,they've sacrificed their lives(despite directly or indirectly) for yours.
so, for the sake of them and the ppl who've been caring for you all along, wipe off your tears and put on a smile(:
that wld make their sacrifices worthwhile,wont it?
may god bless you guys..

well.im ending off here then.
sorry for this random post.
((:

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[a] 6:22 AM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!(:
im like finally in a proper christmas mood.
went out on a shopping trip to parkway tgt with my mum tis afternoon.
and guess what?we spent a total of 4hrs(i think) shopping for gifts and ended up carrying lotsa stuff back home.
rather satisfying,as i helped select gifts for my mum(though i din pay for them=X)
i got my christmas gift too:D a billabong bag.
although the design's kinda outdated.but watevr,it's on discount anyway.
hahh.im saving money for my mum(:
anyway,ive been freeing myself for work for like three consecutive days.
so,ive gotta start working on my zuowens tmr.
two more to go,and im FINALLY done with school work.
all the more,ive gotta refresh my memory on the book "ting qing chun zai ku qi".
test on the first day of sch rmb?
rarrr it just spoils evrythg):
oh wells, have a holly jolly christmas evryone and also,a fabulous year ahead(:
we're gonna face the upcoming challenges with courage and strong determination!
jiayous:D

dreaming of a white christmas;
we're going on a sleigh ride.WHEEE(:

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[a] 3:37 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELVIN NG!:D


i was told by qin that it's elvin's birthday today(:
hahh.random huhh.
anyway,i just got back from 2bee xmas party an hour ago.
i guess i must be missing out lotsa fun as i was the only one who left early.
didnt manage to enjoy the logcake tgt with them,but hmm i had fun bbq-ing stuff.
there was a lil drizzle here and there,but we managed to bbq the food with hmm determination?lols.
yupyup.i'll always rmb the period when germaine and i were breaking the joints of the poor raw chicken wings.
the sauce(and blood) was all over my hands and arms.
arrgh.it was real disgusting.(but fun ehh?) :D
overall,evrythg went on quite smoothly except for the part when i felt kinda out of place=/
shant elaborate on tat,as it's just gonna spoil the atmosphere.
anyway,MERRY CHRISTMAS to you guys out there!
have fun yahh(:
it's a pity tat i din manage to play with those 'fire crackers' which i saw earlier on.
but oh well,seeyah guys real soon when sch reopens(:
take care.

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[a] 8:08 AM

it feels rather weird to start updating my blog once again.
ive been pressing the 'backspace' key countless times,just to think of a proper way to start my post.
but as you can see,my introduction above is stupid=/
LOL.well,i was back from thailand exactly a week ago.
the trip was unforgettable,i must say. bought lotsa stuff and smuggled qte a number of gummies back home=X
but unfortunately,i fell sick ever since,for three consecutive days.
the feeling of puking was disturbing me every now and then.(sounds rather disgusting huh?)
but yup,im all WELL now!(x all thanks to some weird chinese medicine recommended by my aunt,which tasted seriously bitter.
well well.life's still boring for me as usual.
nothing much happened.
and yup,like many of you guys out there,im here at home,trying to rush thru the holiday assignments.
felt kinda stressed up=//
but anyway,to all those who are trying to catch up with their work,JIAYOUS alrite?
im here to keep you going!(: hahh.mental support ehh:D
anglican high.where talents soar.
randomm-.-

anyway,im caught up with a really niiccee drama recently!
hua yang shao nian shao nv (HANA KIMI)
it's a pity that only one episode gets uploaded a week.
which means,i have to undergo seven days of waiting before getting to watch the next episode.
BOOOOSS.and im seriously fa-ing hua chi((x
SO SO SO SO in love with WUZUN!<33 lolls.

zuoyiquan(x

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[a] 4:07 AM

luck is when preparation meets opportunities(:
yup:D meaningful isnt it?
i was kinda stunned to find this in the biology textbook.hahh.
boredom
boredom
boredom
is SOOOO killing me.
six zuowen and book reviews tat are left undone.
i can't wait to leave singapore now.
im just so sick of lazing around at home and being abosolutely alone.
BOOOS:(
out of casssssshhhh$$$.
hahh random=/




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[a] 7:29 AM

oh wells.im back here with a post again,due to some 'pestering' from a fren.
no offence ehh?=X
well,with regards to this fren,WILLIE QUEK.heh heh.
ive decided to add some praises of him down here.
im kind of surprised to see a change in him as i was chatting with him on msn.
his ability to read someone's character,the kind of advices he gave to me abt life made me hmm stunned?hahah.
willie arh.it seems tat i shld change my thoughts of you now huhh.
associate you with the word "mature".lolls.(though im not exactly mature too=/)
anyway,please do be honoured tat i mentioned you in my post yah?(x
and and and.please dun forget abt the promise tat you've made.
*you know wat i mean.hahh!

well,talking abt my LIFE.
boredom's seriously killing me.booos.
i just got my new pair of specs today.
black frames and orange inside.blahh bad description.
but it's giving me problems rite now.
the frames are a lil too tight and the worst thing is,i feel as if im floating=/
*flooooaaatttsss up down left right*
i guess i need a lil more time to adapt to this new pair of specs(:
andand im going on an overseas trip again :D
this time im flying off to thailand! which means tat i get to enjoy another experience on a plane.
whoo im high(x
i just sooo love planes.i love the feeling of looking out thru tat small window by the sides.
i love the feeling of being served.
and hmm i love the food in the plane.though it doesnt taste tat good at all times,but i just the love the way the food is packaged in.
im weird=/ hahah.

nth much to talk about now.
my life's just plain boringggg.
and there's still loads of homework to be done you know.
LOTS to do and yet,there's this sense of reluctance in me.
im soooo against homework rite now.shuckks.
*raises hand and admits*
i cant drag this post any longer.
my specs are stressing my poor eyes.*cries.
shall give them a break now.
so hmm.shall be back with my next post real soon.
i hope=X
buhbyes.

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[a] 6:28 AM