hey(: holidays have finally arrived!
and i must say that the past two weeks are definitely gonna be the best period of my entire secfour life.
as from monday onwards,i shall carry out my mugging process.
hmm this isn't anything to be proud of ya??=/
i have slacked for a total of fourteen days and i guess it's really about time to start working on my studies once again.
furthermore,eunice just reminded me a few days ago..
prelims are less in 2 months time.
hais.time really flies and in a matter of a few months,we'll be on a battle for the o's.
this is scarrryyyyyy=//
well,ytd was the last day of semester one.
we got back our report cards,set targets and most importantly..
we took class photos with our class jerseys(;
orange orange class jerseys!
hahah(:
i love 4h and
i miss 3hohsix badly ):whoots im lost for words again..=X
well well.guess i shld just stop here..
sometimes i do think that it's a good idea to turn back to my studies again..
at the very least,i won't be rotting here,staring at this damn screen and wondering what i shld do.
hah ironic, isn't it?=/
holidays are really packed with homework,make up lessons.
and oh yes! wednesday's excursion((: (issit known as an excursion?lala i dunno)
im gonna make this june holidays a fruitful one for me[:
there's a time for study,but there's a time for play too!
yup(:
as i end off my post,i just wanna say all the best to the secfours who are taking the chinese olvls this coming monday(:
take it easy ya? have faith in yourself!
i wonder if anyone's looking at this -.-lala!(:
for those who mind dont matter;
and those who matter don't mind
BREAK FREE;
[a] 8:15 PM
hmm to be frank..ive arrived at this page several times,wanting to type a post.
i really need to bring this stagnant blog back to life ya?
but somehow,whenever im here..im entirely lost.
lost of words..
lost of the ability to express myself.
this place just seems strange=/ i cant type anything that comes to my mind.
or rather,my mind goes blank at the moment i reach here.
it's weirrdd.
ohwell.exams are over and done with.
and the results are back too.
reflecting on the past two days..
i begin to ponder..have i hurt anyone indirectly?
has my disappointment caused anyone to feel insulted?
did anyone actually think tat im merely just over reacting?
well,im really sorry if i did make anyone feel tat way.
i remembered mandice asking me," actually,i really wonder why are you feeling sad.."
i stared at her,shrugged and went speechless.
its a matter of expectations,isnt it?
seriously,sometimes i really do wonder..
why can't i take things lightly?
as in why must i always be overwhlemed with disappointment whenever i see poor results?
why can't i just be strong enough to control my emotions?
maybe,it's time to learn to be strong.
im gonna make a vow not to lose any more tears due to results.
and this is going to be a new, permanent change.
a new mindset.
(:
i promise..
BREAK FREE;
[a] 1:55 AM
