hihiiee
hmmms.
it's super windy now
n de jue dui superstar
is re-showing again
missed the guys' part
yeahhhs.
so MUST watch
whoooooo
derrick RAWKX!
junyang TOO!
kelly ALSO!
oh shit.
im crazy nw.
ahahahas
de jason is lke so out of tune nw
chose wrong song liao larh
):
okieess
change subj nw
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had severe mood swings ytd
hahahaha
den booohoooo
yeahhh
actualli i dun like evry single bit of it
feel so retarded
it's like sad at a moment
den hyper at a moment
wads happening to me huhh?
urrrgghhhs
it all started wiv de
maths practice mrmok gave
yarhhh
so i din finished
but sam n mandice managed to
finish.
oh yeahhhs
im indeed deproving
i duno larhs
den started worryin
scared dat i will fail
my mum will kill me!!
den later cca dat tym vv hyper
i oso duno y i had
dis sudden change
haiix
suan le larh
hopeless liao
den afterwards went to mac
fer supper wiv my cousins
we changed our table after eating
bcos of de smokers ard
):
den guess wad?
i fergot abt my hp
clean forgot
it's like after minutes later
den i realised
my hp is gone
!!!
i turned back to de table
we sat jus nw
and it's nt dere animre
den i took my cousin's fone n call
my number
ringing...
ringing...
but nobodi picked up.
den i started to get so freaked out
jiu kai shi liu yan lei le
den my aunt took out my hp
frm her pouch
ahhhhh
i duno hw to sae
i cried liao
im like so afraid to lose my hp lorhh
eva since losing 2wallets n 1hp in a month
den had dis phobia le
my hp is sooo impt in my life
yeahhh
(:
so yahhh
severe mood swings
lols.
buaiiieex

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[a] 12:26 PM

BREAK FREE;
[a] 4:36 PM

wooows
can sae dat my tagboard is
super pathetic
you mei you?
haiix
not posting again fer days.
no tymm
or can sae dat i dun wanna on
my stupid retarded com at hm
yarrhs
superr slow de
aiyoohX.
nvm about dat
errms.
ytd gt two frenx bdae yeahh?
audrey n vincent
yeahhs
happi burfdae!
or belated...
lolls
today sabbie sick.
den nvm cum
den sum1 was like
so *ahems*
sadd huhh?
ahahhas. im hinting you mei you?
lolls
tmr gt founders' day celebration
8.30 report to sch
so shiookk
but at nite's tuition is gonna apoil evrythg
4 tutions r driving crazy
=(
saddennin
haiiix
n my mum is not gonna let me slp late
wad the...
she sae tmr is still a sch dae.
sureli de larrh.
but i carn sae no
later she piak!
slap me
den i gt one red mark on my face yahh?
hw to mian dui ren like dat
i tink im tinking too far liao worr
lolls
hmmms.
a so called 'long weekend'
den gt so mani hmwk liao
so haiiis.
ehhhs.
gt cw5
which i carn actualli draw a curve
yeahhhS?
den gt dnt
design developement
hmmms.
den gt elit test nxt wk
hahahha.
sureli nt stress de
i haven read finish de elit bk yet can
im such a lazi bum
urrrghs.



sumtyms i'd rather nt noe anythg
cos reality jus sux too much ;*
hattess.

BREAK FREE;
[a] 10:10 PM

finally had de tym to post
so long liao lorhhs
nowadays like so busy
gt elit project
dnt project
yue du bi sai
life science quiz
plus lotsa hmwk
sureli gt tym de
haiis
so STRESS
ytd kerna scolded my mrmok
i tink he's so unreasonable
or maybe it's my carelessness
we were supposed to staple cw3 n 4 together
den i din realli hear wad he said
cos i was like figuring out hw to solve de graph?
den i realised it when he repeated
at de end of de lesson
so i was like oh shitt
den go n tell him sae i handed in cw3
wifout 4
den he went 'tsk!'
while finding my wksht
he said "do u noe dat u r wasting evryone's
tym n my tym
nxt tym when u have not finished
den dun hand in!"
but my wksht was sumhw nt found
in de pile of paper
in de end it ended up on
chong mei's n jasmine table
lao tian zai qu xiao wo ma!?
okay
can u imagine hw i feel lorh?!
it's like im so stressed wiv all de graphs thg liao
den nw he's like putting all de blame on me
my fault HUH?
i jus dun understand larh
y he kinda like changed his attitude towards evry1
especially me
i still can rmb dat at de starting of de yr
my common tests were like always
last in de class
den he talked to me
asked y i deproved
yarrhs
from then
he changed
36o degrees ehh?
y is he so biased?!
i jus dun understand
issit my fault fer gettin bad results?
do u tink dat i want it?
mrmok NEVA tinks abt how i feel okay
he dun seem to understand
watevaa laa
mayb im jus being too sensetive
but i bet mani ppl can like see
de change in him
n i hav a strong decision in mind
i dun wanna be his maths rep
ANYMORE
no pt kay
since he dislike me SO much
wad can i do rite?
i dun care liaoo
it's all my fault can barh?
i hate me!!!
urrrgghhh

BREAK FREE;
[a] 12:44 PM

At a time when hope was low
The journey seems unsure
But through it all
We’ve kept the flame alive
Now standing proud and tal
lOur spirit strong and free
Building on hopes and dreams
It’s here we want to be

Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
We’ll make our destiny
Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies
When I think about my dreams
The future it can be
The time has come for me
To strive and to achieve
With hopes within our hearts
As one hand in hand
For family and our friends
Let’s do the best we can

Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
We’ll make our destiny
Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies

Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies
We can touch the skies

wooots.
im so in lurff in dis yrs
ndp new song worrs
if yah gt tym
go hav a look out at
www.ndp.org.sg
im sooo in lurff!!
lolls

BREAK FREE;
[a] 12:04 AM

doing sum research on de
columbine massacre
im like so freaked out
omg!!!
look at de pic above lorhs
so scary
imagine urself in de situation above lorhs
omg
i tink i'll commit suicide then
or dead frm shock or sumthg
OMG
guns shld nt be legal lorhs
it will result such thg to happen
heard dat after dis incident
guns was even easier to get!!
wad is dis?
isn't it makin de situation worse?
wad de...?

BREAK FREE;
[a] 4:00 PM

nothing in dis world is true
everythg..
dOts
u all dun ever seem to understand
i admit dat im kinda AP today
but i jus carn stand de atmosphere
can drive me crazy
so i left
mayb it's my huan jue
but i just tink dat we r
drifting apart
oh yarrhs
mayb i shld take de first action bahs
leave.
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had sports day todae
kinda sian
i jus tink dat we shld nt compete
by cca
but by houses
den gt diff kinds of ppl ma
like dat betaa
i jus dun understand y
y de sch wans it to be according cca
it's jus so unfair
-speechless-
nt in a real gd mood todae yarrhs
:)
too mani tuitions
too mani tests
too mani hmwk
too mani of soo mani
THINGS
yarrhs
no one knows
no one understands
life suckx totalli now
TOTALLY
i hate it
hate my life
hate me
hate dis world
but there's nth i can do
nothing at aLL
________________________
life is unpredictable
i just hope that
ALL THESE
all really cum to an end
jie ju

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[a] 11:49 PM