happy lunar new yr evrybody!
hav a great renuion dinner
n YUP.collect lotsa
hongbaosn not forgetting to eat e delicious goodies!
whhhoooossshhh^^
yummie yum yum.
zhu da jia
xin nian kuai lexue ye jing busheng ti jian kangn most imptly.
sheng huo yu kuai!=D
.takecare(:
- when will u ever turn back?
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[a] 5:49 AM
it has been a real stressed week.
after all the TWO tests.chinese n chem.
chem was alrite but a lil difficult tho.
chinese was =( so freakin difficult.
i dun understand wad e whole compre was talkin abt.
dan chun vs cheng ken?
such a boring topic can.
n yup.time was rather too short.
cant really adapt to e new syllabus lorh.
im gonna DIE when olvls cum.
haiiiss.sad life.
n geog map skills.
HAHAHAs.i dun understand a dumb thg abt it?
hav to like ask xinyi minghui n mandice b4 knowing the answer.
dey say until it's like so easy to em.
but it's definitely NOT simple to me yarh?
regretted taking geog as my elect.
mapskills r jus not my type.
hist seems to be more interesting when ya learn abt hitler?
hist shld be my choice.
=(
if only i turn back tym.
i will take dtat option form n change it to elect hist as my first choice.
urrgghhs.im so dumb.
four more days to cny.
yayness.
i can see e hongbaos cuming.
lols((:
looking real forward to it.
as for nw.no tests.no hmwk.
real slack mann.
jus feelin so bu zi zai without anythg to do.
evryone seems to be wrking so damn hard.
esp e chinse scholars.smart ppl.
2 of dem get full marks for e surprise test ya?
n i only get 4 mrks.hahahs.
careless all e way.
booos.
shall stop here la bahs.
wanna watch tv.
im such a TV freak.
wahahahs.
if only u know it-
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[a] 1:20 AM
19.o1
went to watch i not stupid too[2]
it's DAMN nice mann.
never waste my seven dollars.hahass(:
made me shed tears n laugh alot.
saw jack neo too.hmmms.
he's not shuai la.DUH.
but he looked gentleman.
got alot of auntie fans.
i even heard one auntie said
"ni mei yi ge xi wo dou you kan!"
urrrmm.hahah.shocked me.
n yup.learnt many thgs frm this movie.
noe wad family stands for?
Father
And
Mother
ILove
You
so meaningful n true yarhs?
dtats wad a family means.
learn to treasure them ya?=D
the movie also said one thg dats very true.
we youngsters like to say three phrases.
so lame.
so cool.
wateverr..!
LOLs.
n can u imagine a ahma saying dtat.
really damn funny lorh.lmao.
n YUP.shawn lee aka tom in e show is..
SO DAMN freakin SHUAI!
whoooo^^
fa hua chi sias.
he really changed alot.
grown taller n bian shuai le(:
heees=D
2o.01hmmms.
had cca today.
actually thot dtat e sec1s will be cuming today.
but yup.in e end never.
so lame (;
the seniors played us out also.
supposed to teach us sum com stuffs de.
but no one came except for siyao,hu came like 1hr after cca starts?
so yarh.plannings were all screwed up in e end.
n we played bonding games instead.
form grps n played polar bear n hunter?
yupp.qte fun bahs.
n the jonhL so ap larh.
walk ard the class n talk as if he very dua pai like dtat.
of cos e seniors all v.bu shuang but dey din really show it out.
n one senior nearly quarelled wiv him.
HAIX.problematic guy.
very 'luckie' indeed to get him as our junior.
n today is such a great day for eunice lao gong n ME!
heees=D
we r always sayin e same thgs at e same tym.
i was tinking..r we husband n wife during our previous lives?
ahahahs.dtats jus so wu liao.
but we jus kept singing e same song n saying e same thgs at the SAME time.
wowwness.
eunice's a great copycat.hahahs.
jkjk(:
lao gong..love yah!^^
mwuahhs.
lols.dun puke kays-_-
shawn lee((:
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[a] 3:37 AM
hmms.
im sumhow sick of those sad posts le.
mood swings nowadays.
one minute can be so damn hyper.
another can be so down.
i think i've sumhw offended sum ppl ard me during this 'mood-swinging' period?
yups.sorry ya?to all these ppl.
really really duibuqi//
n yups.thanks to jonneh,bingkia n husband for ya support yarhs?
great thanks ppl((:
im determined to type a happy post here mann.
drive away all those sadness ard me.
SHOOOO!^^
lols.im can feel e enthu-ness ard me.
hahah.
hmmm.hmwrks are jus a great prob for me dis weekend.
chem n physics.
dey r jus so damn difficult.
txtbks sumtimes really cant help.
n e chers haven even taught us abt it.
wooww-ness.
chers r jus getting so crazy nowadays.
lols.
shall end here le.
post sum other day :D
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[a] 5:15 AM
why cant life be much simpler?
whatever.
i jus dun like e feeling.
wo hen tao yan zhe yang yi zhi xia qu.
nan dao zhe yi qie jiu yong yuan bu neng jie shu le ma?
- never ending sorrows -
i've gt a simple wish here.
i jus hope all those friends, family, WATEVER probs
will come to an END.
i jus dun wanna go on like dis.
I DUN WANT okayy?!
- im gonna ACCEPT reality as it is.
duibuqi//
*thanks to eunice today for being by my side when im sumhw down.
YUP.thanks alot gurl.
loveyah!
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[a] 5:53 AM
here typing dis post jus to fu yan myself.
jus came back frm maths tution
n my eyes r like freakin tired n tinnnyy-weenny now.
hav been like sleeping late nowadays evr since sch started.
hmwk r jus piling up.difficult maths qs n wat so evr.
im jus gettin tired larh.
n yup.i finally finished e chinese ppt TODAY.
i seem to be e last one to hand in class.
well.3H is really a vry hardwrking class.
hmmms.jus hav to jiayou n nt slack anymore le.
to those hu hav been bz recently,hmms.
JUST JIAYOUS alrites?(x
you all can do it de.
hav the faith ppl ;
after spending one wk in 3H,i've sumhw learn to accept reality.
yups.jus accept watevr it is(:
be an independent person.hmmms.
ji ran xuan ze le zhe tiao lu
jiu bi xu jie shou ta.
YUP.
im jus nt gonna care abt e extra feeling.
carry on wth my studies n start wrking!
dis yr's gonna be a HARD year.
jiayous jiayous(x
doing e chinese ppt
alone jus teach me a lesson today.
dun rely on frens.
dey r jus not e ones hu stand by ur side when u're dwn.
or mayb it does nt refer to ALL frens on earth.
but only sum.like jus e one beside me.
hmms.im jus kiping my mouth shut here=x
it jus teaches me nt to tink for others always.
think MORE abt urself.
n furthermore, leave ur thots only for ppl hu r worth it.
worth it.dtats e word.
im typing all these thgs here jus to fa xie sum of my feelings.
n i noe dtat 'fren' will nvr see this post.
so yarhs.wtv..
i've gt no intentions to insult her or wad.
but she jus taught me wad true frens r for.
; im stayin positive no matter wad-
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[a] 6:16 AM
owell.im in a real bad mood now.
evrythg seems to be all my fault.
i'm not pushing the blame to anyone.
i jus hav to admit that im in the wrong.
at dat vry moment when i saw sum sports class ppl
were able to change their class, the first thg i tot was to change my class to 3h.
i tot it will definitely be impossible cos sports class ppl had the privilege,but we dun hav.
but so happen i was lucky n mrchan allowed.
i only knew hw to feel happy at dat moment.
i jus mei you xiang dao hou guo.
leaving 3L is really a very very very bad thg to do.
a VERY bad mistake i've made.
the three days spent together wth 3L are jus so memorable.
the tym when i start to cherish sumthg, it's also the tym to leave it.
i shall say a very big sorry to 3L.
sorry to sab.i made u sit alone in class.
SORRY sorry sorry..
ye xu shi bao ying bah.
i jus feel so extra in 3h now.so damn extra.
dis jus teach me a lesson.
dun anythg silly jus bcos of frens.
so wad if mandice is in 3h?she doesnt help me get rid of dat extra feeling.
okay,sorry.it's nt ur fault, mandice.
zhe yi qie dou yao guai wo.
making such a decision.
since it's me hu chose dis route, i shall jus carry on wth it.
make studying the first thg in my damn brain.
and NOT think abt anythg else.
n anyone hu knows dat i've changed my class.
PLS dun say im a lucky one.
im not,seriously.
im like always feeling guilty when i hear dat.
my blog song explains exactly how i feel now.
neng bu neng rang wo zai yi ci yong you?wtv.im such a sucka.
sorry to all those i have offended.
especially threeL'ohsix
n sabrina.
a
BIG SORRY to u all.
=( =( =(
i dun wish to look forward to a dream dat can
never come true.
jus let
all these cum to an end.
pls ; *
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[a] 3:37 AM
