so the three spas ended dis week.
n all were sucky.
physics was the worst of all.
i only drew one graph when we're supposed to draw two.
or rather i did e whole experiment wrongly.
with the lil amt of time left,i decided to jus crap my way thru.
haiix.it turned out to be worse than i expected.
i hate spa!urggghhhss.

midyrs r coming.
n there's still a ss common test on monday.
wad the..
i cant stand it la.
i really cant figure out wad the sch is thinking.
giving us common test when exams r on dat wk?
pushing both language papers to such an early date.
like errm.it's next FRIDAY?
hellloooo?!do we even hav the freakin time to really start studying
when there's even common test nxt wk?
im jus gonna flunck midyrs.
as in it's not dat i wanna look at the negative side.
but it's true la.so little time n so much to study!
n worst.chem n bio r on the same day.
my brains r jus gonna go crazy dat day.
i can imagine myself staring at the paper n stone.
haiiiix.
sometimes cum to thjink of it,
complaining wun solve anything.
but jus only to fa xie myself.
i dunno wad to say le.
i jus HATE dis yr.
i know i've said this many times.
but life must go on.
soon it will be olvls.
n soon i will be outta this sch.
n MAYBE by that time, then i will truly realise hw fortunate i am now.
well.dats a maybe.
i dunno wads gonna happen anyway.
haiiixx.life shucks for the moment.
im jus waiting for this period to be over.
anyway.to all of yah out there.
jiayous alrite?(:

BREAK FREE;
[a] 9:39 PM

ive decided to cum n post sumthg since im online now.
yups.
well.i think ytd was the worst day evr.
hah.i broke dwn due to sum unknown reasons.
i knew dat dis day was gonna happen.
it's jus a matter of time.
it happened during tuition tym bah.
when i was trying my very best to draw a tangent on my graph,
n always getting the answers wrong.
dis is not the first time.but yah
ytd i jus screwed up evrythg.
getting damn stressed up.
n after tuition,while waiting for sumone to fetch me hm,
i started to tink abt lotsa thgs.
all the stress that ive been going thru dis yr.
why life has becum so different compared to sectwo?
ppl changing,my life's changing,evrythg's changing.
haiiish.
from dta vry moment i started stoning at evrythg i see.
lols.i noe it sounds funny.
but it's true ya?(:
i guess my cousins all noticed dat i was weird la.
den dey started asking wad happened.
n yarh.i said nth lorh.
mayb im jus tired bah.
HAH.i suddenly dun feel like carrying on le.
ohwells.mayb i shld jus put away the past yah?
so im gonna stop here.yeps.
i noe dis is crapy lah.
sorry(:

BREAK FREE;
[a] 8:31 PM

after one wk of not touching my com.
i shall giv myself a break today.
yups.free frm BOOKS.
i dun wanna look at them.
cos i know that the moment i look into them,
i'll PUKE.hahah..
feeling terribly sian dis week.
sick of all the class tests n common tests.
evryday.there seem to be sumone not feeling happy.
hah.all the stress we have to go thru.
i bet i'll break dwn sum day la.
i jus hate dis yr.
evrythg jus seemed to be changing.
n i truly hate dis feeling.
secthree life is real tough.
but all of us MUST hang on there ya?
we MUST.
jiayou jiayou((:

hmmms.
talking abt today.
we had dis emaths test on trigo.
n yup.sad to say it was difficult.
but errm.which paper dat mryeow set was easy?
HAH(:
i gt stuck on the very first qs n stared at it for like damn long la.
so yar.mryeow walked past n stared at my paper.
den he gave me dat "huh?u sure?" look.
n im like fine.im wrong again.
dis is nt the first tym he stared at my paper.
n evrytym he stares,the ans will sure be wrong.
i stressed dao can.haiiishh
today's cca was real slack.
eunice n i did nth but blogsurfing.
hahah.den i tink the instructors sumhw gave up on us le.
cos we're always the one lagging behind?
lols.im a flash retard):
i tink eunice n i went a lil crazy today.
tearing at one min n laughing at another min.
very funny lorh.
hahahhs.but isnt that wad true frens r for?
AWWWW.
i noe eunice's hair is gonna stand.
but HAH.like i care hurh.
lols.shall stop here le.
post again sum other time=)

BREAK FREE;
[a] 8:29 PM